武侠之神级小白:自己大专毕业

I graduated from a junior college with the major in Computer despite my affection in English. Nothing did I aquired in the college. I just expect to live an independent life instead of relying on my parents. I found no ideal job in the job market. I failed to be a labor as they said I was incapable to do manual job;
I tried to hunt a technical occupation, but it's still in suspense.
I supposed to be a good manager, which is my dream when young, as they had said. I think I will find my stage to be a manager but make too late a preparation. The boss, from whom I sought a job, was startled by my try in looking for a job as a labor. I really don't kown what kind of man I am. Now, recommended by my sister, I get the job as a common employee with the pay a litte more than 700RMB a month in which living fees are included and the fees for meals are exluded. The job,which is easy for anyone to be competent in, is to learn to toast bread. Yet, I could find no future in doing that job which i have been doing for nearly one month. How much do I expect to resign! But I have no money which will be spent in hunting a job and as the travelling expenses. I am much more afraid to fail to meet the expectation of my girl friend to earn money. I am unable to pop the question since she disagree. It's not that I incapable to make a girl friend but that I have such a high standard. I haven't been mature enough. So depressed I am as to seek your suggestions here.
老大，你太不正经了吧，干吗在外语栏发这个阿。害我以为要翻译！翻倒最后才发现是找荐言的，晕了。翻的我好辛苦！！！你的语义不连贯，有的地方表达不太明确。
不管怎样，也是帮个不对口的忙了。
你不要太担心。你烦恼说明。你是个会思考，有主见有上进心的人。
船到桥头自然直。只要你肯付出肯去拼搏，没有难事。
朋友，对自己负责！绝不要放弃希望！加油！
以上的译文就送给你！！！祝你成功！